u will nv be replace` hmm` muackxz

|~``dar dar & der der``~_little priincess luv hiim``*~|

2005-03-16T20:04:00.000-08:00

hee` miiss hiim lotss` hahzx wonder wad he doin?? hmmx``fridae goin to meet dar dar` hahzx he cumin tampines to find me haiyox` veri far frm his place nehz!! xin ku ni le dar dar!! lurvee u lotss___4eva n it just goes on like tat____************** hahzx` hope me and him can last long bahz` now then i noe ching hoon also noe dar dar ` hahzx then she keep hiim as er zi` well for me im her nu er` hahzx wad a act funny company` hmmz tml goin po po hse` and then fridae mornin go for history lesson`then afternoon meet my dar dar`` miss him alot lehzx` haizx but too bad we live too far away frm each other `` so hardly can see hiim` hmmx` but i believe our heart is as one de right??` i scare when i cant see hiim` then he other side got stead lehzx`` scare siaz but i believe in hiim nahzx`` wad i need is a trust in him bahz`` hmmx` hahzx`` ah bee wo ai ni``!!

hmmx` holidaes`

2005-03-15T17:38:00.000-08:00

wahx` now is holidae le ` but its only a one week holidae nahx``yesterdae i and my frens went to the beach and we had a great times`its kind of brrr....cold in the water but we have laughter filling up the time we spent together` heex` at the beach me and my fren found a small tiny cute kitten` hahzx , jun zhi and tiam ming veri lame go dig hole and ask the kitten go in` hahzx stupid rite` then jing hao saw a earthworm then he sae is a small snake ` wtf hahzx when i go see its just a earthworm stupid jing hao cant even noe which one is which one` hahzx act funny` we slack for a while and then we play with the water ` me and jolynn throw jun zhi down the sea first then next is small botak hahzx` and the rest quickly jump into the sea cos dun wan let jolynn throw them` hahzx` then later at nite ah bee and james cum find me` haven even 1hr the james have to go liaozx left ah bee behind so i cannot PS him hahzx later he lonely arx`later we had our dinner jolynn , jun zhi they all decided to go home` cos daphne sae the beach got ghost` hahx nonsence ` so me eunice and ah bee decided to ton overnite at the beach` hmmzx` then me and eunice was lying under the sky and watchin the stars` hahzx` i love the beach` hahzx my wish `` i hope it can really cum true``heex and later enice fall asleep with the kitten ` so me and ah bee go walk walk at the seaside` he veri funny siaz anithing that is on the sand he must go and take alook one de``LOLzx act funny arx! and our love story started on 15/o3/o5 hmmzx hahz`` but dun think we can hardly see each other cos veri far and always busy` hahzx haiyox nvm`` but just purely lurvee hiim` hahzx and for the cute kitten me and eunice bring it to central park and hope got malay ppl cum bring it homez` and yesterdae when at the beach my wallet get stolen siaz` fuck ass`!! i dun dare tell my mom later she nag again``hahzx dar dar & der der_

~`` i miiss youuu``~

2005-03-10T18:33:00.000-08:00

todae` erm still the same nahz` in the mornin i went to 1n2 to pass letter to my dear bao bei brother solihin` later see him like dun wan tok to me then i walk away go find xue ting they all`` monday goin beach ferr picnic with eunice , julin , siew hwee , xue ting{sister} and alicia mummy` and jing hao siao ehz` and jolynn siao ginna tao eh` and her ai ai` they all` plus my beloving bao bei brother solihin` hahz`then maybe got ton nohz` hmm`` haizx sad arx sad xue ting break with bernard le and im still the bad girl who help xue ting to tell bernard`` haizx but now fuck is bernard hate xue ting` wad nonsense is dat sia`todae actually wanted to tok to solihin but he like see me then no mood tats why i nv go near him` haix duno why he like dat?` i heard frm my fren last month got 1 sec 4 guy beat solihin becos he flirt around in school` i scare the sec 4 guy go beat him again` OMG` no way man!! dun eva think of to touch my bao bei brother`! me still own 3 days dc` haven go serve i think i after holiday then go serve nohz` hmm my brother lei lei birthday cumin soon liao but me no $$ liao sianzx` have to think out a way to find a present he wan` this few day nv see shadi online liaozx maybe becos got exam??!! i last time shld not let him noe i like him` if not now it wont turn out tat we cant even be buddy` haizx ` soB sObx` u shld let me love u sing by mario winans really sing out the feelings` and also unwritten from natasha bendingfield haizx and a thousand miles from vanessa carlton`` haizx sad sad sad sadistic me!!!! now i dun wan to love anymore unless the guy really give me tat special feeling` if not dun eva ask me to fall in love`gonna stop here ` to be continuezx``=)

another unhappy day`* haiz

2005-03-09T20:37:00.000-08:00

yea` my blogspot constrution is done`` stupid lehz tat dae i go canteen buy food during lesson kana spotted by miss lim then she confiscate my hp and ear rings then mr tan send me ferr 3 more days dc` haiz sianz` hp i get back le` but still cannot bring it to school` life sux` u noe i got a very cute and naughty brother name solihin` hahz better dun bully him arx i tell u `!!! hahz haizx but tis few days duno why he see me like see ghost like datz >.<"` and todae veri unlucky police cum check us under blk ` the police sae wad is my school om call de` stupid , even sae we smoke but the fact is i got nahz` hahz haizx sian` i wan to change solihin nehz` i cant let him continue like dat ` everiione is scare of him now` haizx hope he will listen to me but mani of my fren ask me dun waste my time on him` but ! buT ! i trust that he can change de`hmmz , 14 of march goin beach hahaz` then go red house` lOLz excitinG arx! hmmzx` hahz i pass my home econ test i get full marks and pratical also hahz` YEAH!!! now im scare of my history i hope i can pass` but i got confidence tat i will pass de` =D ___well``well life sure sux___

haiz`` sian

2005-03-01T18:32:00.000-08:00

haiz` todae decided to write a ealry blog becos later im goin to sleep early` hahz` im veri veri tired nahz` hahz` hmmz` todae same old things ` wake up , bathe , go school , after school go slack` , then go for detention` tml also ` haiz stupid life` well nvm tml 2 hrs over and im free` yipee` hmmz now then i noe the kind of guy i like he must be a good boy` will control me (tats mean he concern bout me..heez) , ermz and also must be cute cute de` hahz and crapster` tell the truth to me and understandin` hahz and well i think thats the few point i wanted a guy to be nahz` but good boy are hard to find` only in my dream i can see him` hahaz , well goin to open bbq during march holidae` hope the pple i invited them will cum` and the pple who must pay $$ quickly pay` cos must faster book ma` hmm` LOlz` haiz and now i have nth to do` u noe one of my fren smoke kana caught by teacher` where got ppl so stupid go smoke in shcool toilet then of cos 80% sure will get spotted de ma` now he have to serve 30 days dc` maybe got few day i go in and accompany him nohz` since i sumtime also free` then todae after dc me & xue ting meet athalie & mervin outside school` and tok cock` hahz` hmm i think dats it i gonna stop it le` hmm

ta sheng ai ze ta `love is pain`

2005-02-24T21:29:00.000-08:00

todae was a bad day for me` wanted to complain mr tan but mrs oh nv come school` i wanted to eat in class but kana spotted`wanted to sleep but my teacher shout at me` wanted to prepared the ingredients for tml home econ exam` accidentally cut my hand` hahz stupid` haiz i must sue mr tan` and tat sickenin mr lim send my name to the duno wad counselling department` idiot think i got the time to entertain the counsellor` sickenin fool` but since my name already send liao` i will just entertain a while nahz` tok rubbish with them` hahz and also complain mr tan` ask then go tell the moe` LOLz and oh hope the counsellor is shuai one like w-inds de keita` !! hahz

tired & borin dae`

2005-02-23T20:05:00.000-08:00

todae i was so tired that i nv attend dc and went home to rest` wonder wad mr tan will do tml in school when he saw me` hahz ! just now about 5 sumthing i saw alot of police under my blk carpark` u noe why? cos got a naked uncle was sitting at the window playin his cock` omg! disgusting` my mom told me maybe the man was possesed or wad` tats why he act like tat`! im getting to hate mr lim my form tecacher` his a biased` he help frederick tat ass when soo mani ppl has wanting a complain about him`tats really unfair to us` i gettin sick of my class 2n3` unlucky class with toopid student include me` dots` hmmz` fridae i goin to pick saga seed` hahz` i wan to complete the aim and send it to tian khoon kor kor & johnson` hahz ! hmmz` damn tired arx duno why` haiz feel like eating ice cream` yummy` oh no i cant i had put on weight le` dats it no more eating!

^ haiz` how can i change when evil tan is around ~

2005-02-22T20:10:00.000-08:00

todae after school when i was on the way out of school` my sickenin om catch me for dc when i had guitar in the afternoon` he wanted me to hand my bag to him ` for no reason` i already told him tml i then go dc todae i goin for my guitar lesson ` he sae cannot then later he sae put my bag at the office ask me go home to take my guitar then tml go dc` asshole` he ask me tml then serve dc but why my bag must give him so i snatch frm him` then he touch and pull my hand away fuckin pervert` then he pull my bag` then i cry and run home to complain to my dad LOLz` he went to school and quarrel with tat bastard tan he shout at him in hokkien` then my dad was so fierce` he say he cannot tahan tat ass tan liao` everytime see him pull pple bag especially girls bag` now he still dare pull my bag` idiot then tat fuckin tan tell the dc ppl tat if my dad dun apologise to him he will call the police` call lah my dad nv touch him` scare wad! now i even got witness that cock tan pull and touch me ` i also can tell police he molest me` when he already did tat to some girls liao` they sae they goin to help me no matter wad` how can i change when everidae the school is findin trouble` if tml when i go school principal was like keep helpin mr tan` say good things i will sure transfer school` i gettin sick of tis school` and if mr tan really wan find my dad trouble i also will not let mr tan off so easily` i will make him drop his pants` FUCK!

a day when i start knowin the mistake i make in the past`

2005-02-21T20:53:00.000-08:00

haiz` now then i noe i am still in my childhood doin some stupid things which ppl thinks tat is childish` i must wake up frm my idea after hearin wad mr silva told me in school` i must prove him wrong im not a hopeless kid` im not! frm tml onwards whenever im in school i will tuck in my shirt neatly but i will sure fold skirt nahz but not so short` ermz and wear school socks` haiz tahan for 3 more years and im out of tis so call prison school` hahz , well actually i can say there is lots of teacher who care about me` for example mr kiat` and mr lim and also ms tan` they always ask me to do right things and always give me chance even though im wrong` haiz` i must show them the care they give has a repay` hahz` maybe wad my mom told me is right ` since i like adventure soo much why dun i take it as a adventure huntin for new discovery` hahz , i dun wan ppl to look down on me` hahz` oh sunday i wan to go back to pick saga seed ` i still need to pick 400 more saga seed to complete my aim for 1314 saga seeds` i wanted to put it into the bottle i decorated and give it to my long seen fren` name johnson hahz` miss him lehz wonder why he become sad sad de` not cheerful liaoz` haiz hope he can get better` hmmz may god bless him >.< !!

hmmz` sadistic day

2005-02-20T19:13:00.000-08:00

what a borin day today, everything seems so unhappy to me ` just now i went to ying qi house to help her up for her blogskin and then we went to tampines mall she wanted to buy cd and i went for a shopping trip ` then i saw a veri cute rabbit keychain with a strawberry on top on its ear` so i buy it and hang it on my wallet` it cost me 1.90` hmm` and after that we went to pick saga seed near her fren's hse later we went home` hahz` when pickin the saga seed i accidentally cut my hand LOLz` careless me` haiz` veri borin , now i nv chat with shadi le` not tokin bout likin him, now even for the buddy relationship between us also cant make us chat like the way before ` the gap is large ` hahz well maybe tats wad ppl always sae ` if no fate means no fate nohz` hahz` i also nv think so much le` haiz now tokin bout jonhson duno wad happen to him` he is like changin to another person` he is still caring i can say but..haiz dots duno wad he thinkin also` but no matter wad he is still the johnson i noe` haiz my hamster from 6 left 2, dat day 4 die` then just now got one veri weak ` its the most tiny among my hamster and its like cant breathe i thought it need some water so i drop abit of water on its mouth but how i noe it turn out that the water goes into the nose and it stop breathin and now its gone all becos of me` if i nv so stupid go drop water on its mouth it wont die` silly me i no brain arx` hope it can rest in peace and be the angel or fairy in the heaven` haiz` i duno why things always turn out like tat ` im so clumsy and useless ` always ppl unhappy and worried for me ` but i cant control maz` tats how my life goes` haiz` feel like goin to the beach again to scream loudly` now for me love is nth` its just some stupid trap which wan girls like us to fall in and trick us makin us hurt and unhappy` from now on i will not fall in love so easily as i have been hurt alot times` sadistic kel `